February 17, 2007
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Rumor has it that it's time for me to update. It's been a long dry spell, hasn't it? Fortunately I don't feel any sort of obligation to update every day. In fact, I think it's counterproductive, as most readers don't go back and read previous entries. So I leave each entry up there for a while.
Well, we had our blizzard, as did many of you. Still digging out four days after the big storm, which was supplemented by about three more inches of snow last night.
Such an event brings out, if only momentarily, the best in human nature. I met all sorts of neighbors I didn't know I had, receiving help and then offering it. But yesterday I got a brusque call from the guy who had given my truck temporary refuge in his parking lot, ordering me to remove it. And I could find no one to help me shovel out a parking space. So I soldiered through it, gasping for breath after about every fifth shovelful, feeling faint like I was going to pass out or have a heart attack. But alas, no heart attack this time. Just a very tired John, with an old truck that is now ensconced in a parking space on the street and isn't going anywhere for a while. I REALLY don't know how my father shovelled snow when he was 79 years old.
Most days recently I wake up hyperventilating. When I'm lying in bed I feel like my lungs aren't expanding at all, and I can't get enough air. I don't know if it's fear, sleep apnea (which I've been told I have) or merely emphysema from years of smoking, firefighting, and breathing radon-saturated air in my current basement apartment. Probably all of the above.
The other day I dreamed about Xcholo4u . The details are fuzzy now, but the dream had something to do with God. He was asking me if I was ready to meet God, something like that. I didn't have the answer. All I could do was hyperventilate.
Tax season is upon us. And Xcholo4u was complaining the other day about taxes. I feel his pain, of course; no one likes taxes (and I pay 'em too even on my minuscule disability pension). Especially since our perception is that most of our taxes go for things that don't directly benefit us, like war and corruption. But I had to remind him to be grateful that he earns sufficient money that taxes constitute a significant chunk of change for him. Not all are so fortunate.
More importantly, people who complain about taxes utterly miss the point. It ABSOLUTELY DOESN'T MATTER how much or what percentage of our income we pay in taxes. What matters instead is two things: (1) whether or not we can buy the necessities of life, and perhaps a few of the luxuries, with the money left over after we've paid our taxes; and (2) what we get in exchange for our taxes.
People in most of Europe pay WAY more in taxes than we do. In the Scandinavian countries the income tax is somewhere around 70%. Yet most of them live a solidly middle class life. They buy homes and cars, and somehow pay the $6.00/gallon for gas. They have jobs with shorter work weeks, 8 weeks of vacation a year, and well-paid early retirements. Their taxes buy them such things as fully-paid national health insurance. Their countries are NOT trying to dominate the world militarily; even the Germans seem to have finally learned THAT lesson. Europeans exceed Americans in the vast majority of quality-of-life measures. There is relatively little homelessness and poverty in Europe, and the disparity between rich and poor isn't nearly as great as it is here in America.
This brings me to a fork in the road involving two different discussions: (1) my economic theory that, if I were an economist and a college
professor someplace, would earn me the Nobel Prize in Economics; and (2) the role played in our lives by what a friend and I have termed, in our conversations, our national "core cultural values".The economic theory is relatively easily disposed of. It is this: A family's purchasing power expands and contracts according to the average discretionary income in the society. That is poorly stated and could be refined, but let me illustrate with the simple example that gave rise to my theory in the first place. In America in the 1950's and 1960's the top marginal tax bracket was 70%, and few women worked outside the home. Yet the average middle class family, with only one wage earner, could afford to buy a house. Then in the 1970's women began to work outside the home in far greater numbers, and the top tax bracket was gradually reduced. Therefore a lot more discretionary income, right? Not for long. Immediately the price of homes began to rise, until it consumed the gains made in discretionary income. Today most Americans are NOT better off than they were in the 1950's, and an ordinary family needs two incomes in order to be able to buy a house.
The reverse would also be true. If taxes were once again raised in order to fund, say, national health insurance, the price of homes would fall in direct ratio. It's a manifestation of the good old capitalist supply-and-demand principle. Which brings me back to what I said above. Asking how much we pay in taxes is asking the wrong question.
Let me save my discussion of America's core cultural values for another day. Meanwhile have a good weekend, y'all. Keep yer whistles wet and yer powder dry.
P.S.: My daughter e-mailed me yesterday, wanting a copy of my 2005 W-2 form (in my case it's a form 1099-R) because she's applying for financial aid for graduate school, and apparently parental income and assets are still a factor for her. Her request provided me with the opportunity to coin one of my little aphorisms. You may quote me if you like. Here it is:
"That's the great thing about kids....they're always there for you when they need something!"
Comments (43)
I hope it wasn't a nocturnal emission, John. Ha! Just kidding. I'm glad that you decided to update. It was a very long dry spell. Man, I would have helped you if I saw you struggling with it John. I somehow feel guilty about not being there to help. I felt that way the other day as well. I passed a lady with a flat tire on the freeway. I was going too fast to stop, but I could have gotten off the freeway and gone back...I didn't. I felt guilty all afternoon afterwards. I found a really cool site the other day with fantastic fireman pictures. Let me know if you'd be interested and I'll shoot the address to you. Probably nothing you haven't seen in real life though. Like I told you before John, your reward will come soon enough...and in that day you will hold your head up high. Take care my friend.
Still skeptical on the human nature thing, frankly.
Merely emphysema? Oxymoron! I hope for your sake you are just freaking out. I hear that those oxygen tanks can be a drag.
I would have helped you shovel that snow John! ((((((((John)))))))) Be well my friend...
Much love and all things sticky sweet...
The Witch
Lovely to see an update from you! And very glad you didn't have a heart attack!! Stay warm my friend!
Please be careful that you don't overdo it out there.
They are here.
Most of the inventions useful to mankind have come from cold countries, it's the survival factor make have to work harder to survive. Kazakhstan have best potassium in the world.
hope that your staying warm this weekend and sorry to hear that you had to shovel all that snow by your self denise aka basket
RYC: I'm not sure about the being sick thing with the dry heaves and everything...I think it's from stress. Which is more than my issues with my mom....long story. Guess we'll have to email about that sometime, eh?
....And NO I obviously would NOT want to be be ignored.
Silly! I guess I just get tired sometimes, ya know? 
It was nice to read your update!! It is amazing the weather patterns we are having,everywhere.It has been soooooo cold here in Wisconsin. I just also posted on how great it was to be back in the warm house,and in for the evening. I just read that 12 windshields on jets in Denver cracked today from the cold weather!Keep warm and let it snow..let it snow! What else can we do. Take care!
Difficult to update your xanga when you have tubes hanging out of you and you're flat on your back. Take it easy out there, John.
My own father has sleep apnea, and is only 43 - we've been begging him to have it taken care of. Don't make me start begging you too!
I have a very good friend who lives in Sweden, and I know just what you're talking about. I marvel when he talks about how his boss sent him on vacation right before he started a big project, and that its a mandatory law that all workers get 4 weeks per year. At my current job, I have to be with them for 8 years to get 4 weeks of vacation.
And yes, while his pay is double mine (and he's only a PhD student), his taxes are also in the 60% range. Yet, he's been able to put nearly 10,000 into a savings account - and I live paycheck to paycheck. It boggles my mind sometimes the differences between countries...
And I can tell you from experience those oxygen tanks can be a drag:) Once again you've given us food for thought. Hugs.
Not space-time continuum. Try again. If you are drawing a blank, don't feel bad, I did too, and had to read further to be explained the seeming paradox.
Greetings - haven't visited for a while - an error I plan to correct. You should only update when you feel like it! It's your blog, you do what you want with it! Good to hear from you, do take care, and I will be by more often!
Gladly - I recently went through a scare with my father, I am very much interested in family matters and people's relations with their Dads.
Saw you dropped by. As a med geek I though I might comment on your night-time breathing issue. I would inquire as to when you were last seen by a doc. As for the breathlessness at night - could be many a thing. If you have to prop yourself up at night to breath easier or find yourself having to get up out of bed at night in order to catch your breath when you wake up out of breath, I would suggest you go get your heart checked out. It might not be pumping properly, allowing blood to congest your lungs - a little something called Congestive Heart Failure (original, I know, but it's to the point). Of course you're right - could be the emphysema as well with something around your bed aggravating it.
I, of couse, also have my own issues with national health insurance. Half of my medical class was Canadian and it's not all roses by a long shot,
I hope the breathing problems in the morning can be relieved..thats no way to start your day.I would gladly pay more taxes for better public benefits.
Could you have pneumonia? I couldn't breathe when I had pneumonia. It was awful. I felt like I was going to die.
Don't die.
Get your heart checked and don't have a heart attack.
I would be sad if you died--I want you to get married to a sweet lady, move out of that damned basement, and be happy--and get a kitten. Because Cats are great--I know you don't like them--but you've probably never had one of your own.
((((((John)))))))
I love you.
I have an idea that the less you do...the less you can do. I have also noticed that some people handle smoking and the enviroment better than others. My mother was smoking 3 days before she died of cancer...breast. Her lungs were great and her wind better than mine after a lifetime of smoking. A year ago when I was still active (walking, gardening, etc.), I could do anything. Six months of being on a truck, I can't make it up the hill to my apt. without gasping for breath. Starting today...a walk everyday that I'm home. Now all I need is a pup to force me out to do it! Know anyone wanting to give away a chow pup?
We spent a week in PA fighting ice and bitter cold. Two days stuck on Hwy....thank goodness for the German Baptists who walked for miles passing out coffee, sandwiches and water. REAL heros!!!!! If I NEVER see snow again I'll die happy....which is why I chose to sit this trip out and plan on a week of complete laziness!
Glo
i'm betting apnea. i have it, too.
anna lanche lives?
dunno, , , some of these math equations stump me,,, whats the cost of health care have to do with the cost of houses? was listening to walter e williams friday on the radio, , , he said we are better off with china doing all our manufacturing, , , no couldnt figure that one out either, , , but he puts up a real good case if he talks about anything, , , it just went over my head, , , and your probably right too, , , if you arent joking, , , hard to tell sometimes when someone is joking.
and no, , , you dont gotta update every day, , , i dont, , , i probably update more than is necessary and sometimes i think i should wait and see if i get another comment or two, , , but, , , cant help myself, , , just too many things to complain about.
hey john i just wanted to know would you ever call my the n word? have you ever used the word? stay blessed
hey thank you for the response and im glad you quit smoking it is a nasty habit but i dont know if i could ever climb a latter of nothing everything is possible with the lord but im really scared of falling. stay blessed
i dont know how i ran into the white power crowd maybe they were looking for someone to bother but i am over that. stay blessed
I read the post about your father and it is a beautiful post.I think it is one of the best posts that I have read to date ,thank you.
I love to get the quiet ones to talk because they have so much to tell,they have observed everything and did not miss much .They are the wise ones.
ryc: I was hoping someone would be able to appreciate the greater irony behind not me commenting on my own writing, but rather the responses generated, but...eh. Go for the easy shot, I guess.
that idiot, , , just got off the phone with him, , , whining about his wife, , , ive told him a thousand times, , , just go away, , , she lives with her boyfriend, , , he pays the way, , , an idiot, , , and then whines because hes broke, , , "but i promised her i would help her" hahahahahahaha, , , whats your phone number? ill give yours to him and you can get the stories first hand.
oh, and he keeps running silly lauta off, , , just because she wants things, , , what an idiot, , , hes 70 some odd, , , shes, , , i think 22, , , she should get things, , , dont you think?
hahahahaha, , , i know the feeling, , , i was in a bar one nite, , , yea, , , one of those kind, , , this dancer came up and said she was gonna do a table dance for me, , , i told her no thanks, , , she said somebody had already paid her for it, , , i offered to pay her again if she would just go away, , , she didnt, , , finally about halfway thru her to do i bought her a drink and she went away. i just wasnt using the right tool i guess, , , and a drink was less than what i first offered her, , , go figure. well, , , she didnt go away, she sat down and finished her drink tho. better than nothing, , ,
RYC you said: "So let's see if I understand this correctly, Kevin. You do NOT think that global warming is real or anything to be concerned about, but you DO believe that "chemtrails" are a sinister plot of the Illuminati? Just checking."
1) Global warming does exist. It has been happening since 1650 in the newest cycle and recently it has intensified, coincidentally in synch with intensity in sunspot and other solar disturbances.
2) We must separate between man-made causes and nature made causes. Especially because Mother Nature is way stronger than Puny Man.
3) There is plenty of evidence that the global warming measured is caused by nature. Most conspicuous is that there is study after study of global warming on Mars, Titan, Pluto etc etc .... we have to doubt that the melting of Martian polar ice caps comes from SUVs emitting carbon dioxide.
4) That is not to deny that SUVs and cutting down trees and their CO2 has an effect.
5) PrisonPlanet has the best references to the proof/evidence of global warming all through the solar system.
6) If global warming is all throughout the solar system, the most likely suspect is THE SUN, which has a right to do what ever it damned well pleases. You would, too if you had billions of nukes and weren't afraid to use them. That is not to deny CO2's role.
7) "Global warming" is the (The Illuminati or PNAC or whoever is Bush's puppeteers) way of having leftists in a constant state of terror or worry because leftists are smart enough to know that the traditional "war on terror" that caused the war in Iraq and God forbid Iran is a total sham. If you can't have the citizens terrorized and controlled by terror, terror, terrorists, do it by global warming.
8) Yes the chemtrails are a sinister plot by PNAC or whoever Bush's puppeteers are, and are being sprayed by the military and Black Ops, not AA UA SWA etc. The powdered metallic components in the chemtrails are activated by HAARP and ELF. Explain the laser lights in the photos, and don't say that it is being caused by "swamp gas".
http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2007/110207Cosmic.htm
http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/november2006/161106suvjupiter.htm
inflation happened in the 70s because the fed floated the interest rate to pay off vietnam. not because women went to work. housing is usually a good inflation hedge, like gold, so housing went berserk until the late 80's when it fell through after a stock market crash. I think the democrats will win in 08 so that inflation (to pay off Iraq with deflated dollars) can be blamed on them. I'll vote democratic anyway. And oh yeah: we had no microwaves, only b&w tvs, usually one car per household, no portable music devices, personal computers, cable tv, satellite tv or radio, cellphones, voicmail, caller id, call waiting/forwarding, or even answering machines.
You are right about still waters not always running deep. But usually I find that although many quite people are deep thinkers,most of them are observant(atleast the ones that I talk to).I enjoy tapping into the observations much more than the thinking. I like to hear the things they notice.One guy at church knows how everyone drives,what they wear,what they carry,what they eat at a fellowship meal...everyone says hi to him but no one really sits with him,I started to sit with him and learned a lot about myself from him.He said I am always rushing to get everywhere.Or he will say "Miriam must have hurt her hand,she carried her Bible in the other hand this week"....lo and behold it is true.
We sang " I will Praise Him" http://my.homewithgod.com/heavenlymidis2/praisehim.html all the thime at the AG church that I went to when I was a kid, I remember the older people screeching that high note,I-yi-yi.
RYC: Exactly. I don't hold out for people to show me how good they are, because...there is just something wrong on a fundamental level. To over-explain: I am a selfish person. I think the real problem I have (being skeptical) is that so many people hold up this pretense of being good and considerate and all this brother/sister-love crap, but inside they are as selfish as I am and more. At least I am honestly selfish without pretense.
It's "my buttocks itch" or "my butt itches".
As for both the characters looking like me; please note hair, wardrobe choices, and facial features. Tsk.
regarding the global warming discussion, , , i dunno, , , i appreciate warming with these last days of feburuary grabbing at and in the 80s i thank my lucky stars i am in a position here to enjoy the warming, , , i wish it would creep up near the northern border of kentucky so i wouldnt feel quite as frozen when i find myself out in the open air around midnite. the climate has and will keep changing, , , whats better, , , global warming or global ice age?
i dont care who or what is causing us to have shorter warmer winters, , , i just give thanks to whoever or whatever is responsible.
ill whine about it later on in the summer, , , maybe not, , , i have ac now. , , , unless the temptation becomes overwhelming and i go back to mexico, , , , which is far from out of the question. i better stick to my first statement, , , ill whine about it later on in the summer.
strange bunch of people, , , ive had several comments from them, , , ive got some subscribed to me, , , i think ive even got one on my subscription list, , , that particular one is a female, , , or seems to be, , , i dunno.
i try to keep my site color blind, , , ive only had to delete and ban one idiot. that one seemed to be just anti site.
had a phone call today concerning wallythemerchant, me, and sillylauta, , , among other people.
it was from sanantoniosluggo. her son who lives in mexico called her in unrelated business and a friend of mine, , , and she mentioned i may take his brother to houston, , , thats a different story and we decided against it.
anyway since the subject was on me for a second, , , he informed her that me and wallythemerchant were perverts and were always seeking out young females, sillylauta was a prostitute and she (his mom) should not talk to me or anyone i may know (she has met sillylauta, , , i laughed and told her she knew me well enough for me to deny any of that.
just so you will know the kind of person you are chatting with when you comment on my site. . . your liable to find any type character there.
hahahahahahaha, , , yes, i said he was a friend of mine. ill never bring the subject up to him.
People are so stupid. They think being emo and being a slave are totally different things but when you think about it, they are pretty much the same. Emo kids are deprived of all human decency. Kids at school call them names and occasionally beat them up. That's basically what happened to the slaves. We are slaves only modern. We have food to eat but we are slaves of society. We are constantly tortured by preppy people who think we don't matter. We are hardworking strong people and you should be inspired by our courage, strength, and determination. We are an amazing group of people and only special people can be emo. Emo is not a style. It's a death sentence in society. People degrade us and hurt us. We are treated like crap and constantly put down. We are verbally abused and our parents don't understand us. My parents ask me to wear clothes with color. I tell them I like black. They say I'm just going through a dark phase! This isn't a phase. Emo is for life and emo people are amazing creatures. We are the modern slaves and we will fight for our rights. We have the heart. We are inspirational to anyone who longs for freedom. I understand what it is like to be a prisoner. I know what the slaves knew. I get made fun of at school. I am misunderstood at home. Therefore I am just like a slave only modern. People need to understand this. Anyway, I like to think of myself as an advocate for emo kids everywhere. For too long we've been opressed and now it is time people understand our pain and emotional agony. Our courage should endear you and hopefully we will be freed in the end from our suffering. We are the tortured youth of society and must be released of our anguish. We have been brave, facing stereotypes and name-calling with unimaginable courage and strength. We've been ourselves when people told us not to. We've expressed our rights even when threatened by soceity. We've done outstanding things and will achieve great things. We suffer and we are strong because of it. Sure, we may brood, but we have more pain then anyone else. Maybe even more pain then the slaves. We have been called so many names and you should be proud to be commented by such a remarkable individual. All us emo kids will shine and someday you will all know what amazing people we are. I hope you side with us and turn to our way of things. I know that some people will disagree with my statements and use putdowns, but I will be strong and face these things. I will not write mean comments back but instead accept the fact that some people are just unenligtened fools. Life is emo. Emo is life. Comment!
hey thanx for that i am kinda having a bad day so it helped, but i was thinking about you today in school i really hope we get to meet one day. stay blessed
Wallyfu' came in on his own subject. he sent the same comment to several sites word for word. You are not such an idiot to do that. You at lest read the subject of the update before commenting on it.
Yes I called you stubborn fool, and I still think you are bone headed, but wally the fu really is a fu. You are not
Very interesting post you've written here! ^_^ I live in Canada and we pay a ridiculous amount of taxes (14% to be exact)! Every time I get a paycheque from my part-time job, almost half of it goes to taxes. But in return, Canada has an excellent health care system. I guess there are pay-offs to the steep taxes, but most people don't realize this until they get sick. I've heard pros and cons about countries with high taxes versus countries who don't. In a nutshell, if it works for your country then that's great. Do you live in the US by any chance?
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