June 20, 2008

  • Where are the small creatures? Or is it just me?

    This summer, for the first time in 16 years, I'm doing a bit of a vegetable garden.  I have two raised beds in a community garden in the "bad" neighborhood, each 4 feet by 16 feet.  I've planted 6 tomato plants, three different kinds of peppers, some zucchini and yellow crookneck squash, and some leaf lettuce and Swiss chard.  That's all I have room for.

    It's an organic garden, no chemical fertilizers or pesticides permitted.  So I've been chatting with the guy who got the community garden going - one of life's real unsung heroes - about various natural fertilizers and pesticides.   Earthworms, for example.  Earthworms greatly enrich the soil by aerating it with their burrows, and also by bringing up nutrients from deep in the soil and pooping them out in the vicinity of your plants' roots.  Earthworms, like praying mantises and ladybugs and marigolds and mulch, are one of nature's great allies of the gardener/farmer.

    As we talked I realized that it's been years since I've actually seen an earthworm.  When I was a kid growing up on the south side of Chicago, after a heavy rain you'd see dozens of big fat nightcrawlers on the lawn and on the sidewalk, driven to the surface by the rain.  Even if it hadn't rained, you could take a flashlight outside at night and find them in the grass.

    As kids we also spent many happy hours collecting grasshoppers and fireflies ("lightning bugs") in jars, chasing butterflies, etc.  One summer, as a sort of impromptu science experiment, I raised about three generations of Colorado potato beetles in a glass jar.  I had found the adult insects, and their eggs, on the leaves of some weeds that grew wild in the alley behind my neighbor's garage, and identified them in a book I treasured which was  entitled "Insects".  Another summer we caught tadpoles and watched them mature into frogs.  All this on the south side of Chicago.

    Now I don't get outdoors nearly as much as I used to when I was a kid.  And I am probably not as observant of the mundane, ordinary things all around us that are so fascinating to kids.  But I realize that I haven't seen a nightcrawler or a grasshopper in years and years, and very few fireflies or ladybugs.  Are they disappearing from nature, or is it just me?

    In the past year I've watched a couple of documentaries about the "silence of the bees".  It seems that bees, our principal pollinators, are literally disappearing by the millions, pretty much all over the world, with no explanation.  Scientists are feverishly trying to figure it out, because without bees we will eventually lose basically all of our fruits and vegetables.  Do you suppose that other small but significant species are dying off as well?  Or is it just me?  Will we one day be greeted by the Silent Spring that Rachel Carson saw coming back in 1964?  Or is it just me?

June 7, 2008

  • (One of) The Cost(s) of War

    In the time it takes you to read this sentence out loud at a normal speaking rate, American taxpayers will have spent just about $50,000 on the war in Iraq.

    If you're still with me, and finish this second sentence, the war will have cost American taxpayers roughly another $40,000.

    Let's just make it a total of $140,000 with this third short paragraph.  That's right.  $5,000 a second, according to Bill Moyers last night.

    **********************************************************************************

    Now imagine what life would be like if, instead of engaging in wanton and gratuitous destruction, we had spent that same $5,000 a second for the past five years on research into alternative energy sources, so that perhaps - just perhaps - our far-seeing "leaders" didn't feel the need to exert an illusory and ultimately futile military control over the Middle East.

    Pssst.....DO something.

May 21, 2008

  • Newt and Nanotechnology

    WARNING:  SOME PROFANITY
    AHEAD.  PROCEED WITH CAUTION!  NOT RECOMMENDED FOR CHILDREN UNDER 4!

    Well, it’s been quite a while since I posted.  Sometimes I got nothin’ to say that hasn’t
    already been said a thousand times before. 
    Other times the profound insights into the human condition are coming so
    thick and fast that I don’t have time to write ‘em down.

    But today I got a letter from the odious coprophage Newt
    Gingrich, former Speaker of the House. 
    The return address is “Hon. Newt Gingrich, Speaker of the House
    (1995-1999)”.

    Upon reading his letter, I learn that there’s a plot afoot
    by “radical secularists” to remove “under God” from the pledge of allegiance,
    and “In God We Trust” from our money.  To
    counter this nefarious plot, Newt wants to make a documentary film called “Rediscovering
    God in America”.  I suspect that the film has already been
    made, but Newt says that it hasn’t, and assures me that he’d make the film
    himself except that he doesn’t have the financial resources.  He wants me to help him by sending money to
    something called the Citizens United Foundation.

    I’m going to send Newt 41 cents, in the form of a stamp,
    just so that I can extend him the courtesy of a reply.  My reply is already scrawled in my best
    crazyman scribble in bold blue Sharpie on the RSVP form he sent me.  It says (and here’s where the profanity comes
    in), “Why would a lying-ass, anti-family-values, hell-bound cocksucker like you
    care whether the words ‘under God’ are in the pledge of allegiance?  You need to have more concern for the ‘under
    dog’.”

    Now that I’ve shared that with you, I’m going to seal the
    envelope and mail it.  And let me hasten
    to assure those few of you who don’t know me very well that I do indeed believe
    in God, very strongly.  I just think that
    it’s more important to LIVE a godly life than to merely talk about one.  I despise (hate is too strong a word)
    Republicans in general and Newt Gingrich in particular – all those who feel,
    though they don’t openly express it in so many words, that the right to life
    ends at birth except for rich white people.

    **********

    In other news, I watched a PBS documentary last night about
    nanotechnology.  I thought it was going
    to be some sort of science show which would tell me things I didn’t already know
    regarding what nanotechnology is now capable of.  Instead, it was a panel discussion
    about the ethics of nanotechnology.  And
    it was the exact same discussion we hear in so many other contexts.  On the plus side, miniature cameras and
    tracking devices can make it possible, or easier, to catch ‘terrorists” and
    other ‘criminals’, track stolen vehicles and lost children and wandering senior
    citizens, suggest merchandise we might wish to acquire and consume, etc.  On the negative side, the information about
    us could (and almost inevitably WILL) fall into the wrong hands and constitute
    a serious breach of our privacy.

    As I listened to the show, I thought to myself that I would
    agree to cameras on every street corner just as soon as our government
    officials and corporate executives have them installed in their offices.  For some reason not a single panelist brought
    that up.

    As I say, it’s the exact same discussion we have in the
    political arena.  We need  government for some things – in a word, to provide
    all citizens with certain basic services and to protect us from our neighbors,
    if not from ourselves.  In a democracy
    there will ALWAYS be the dynamic tension between too much government and not
    enough government, between the need for regulation and the failure of
    government officials to provide the proper regulation.  When we vote, we can only hope that we will
    elect persons of integrity who will properly balance the competing interests
    and arrive at something approximating the greatest justice for the greatest
    number of people.  And we can’t stop at
    voting; we as citizens need to monitor the process every step of the way, in
    order to provide the final level of checks and balances.

    In even the best of democracies, that’s all there is.

May 1, 2008

  • For Eli




    "For Eli"


    By Andrea Gibson

    Eli
    came back from Iraq


    and tattooed a teddy bear onto the inside of his wrist


    above that a medic with an IV bag


    above that an angel


    but Eli says the teddy bear won't live


    and I know I don't know but I say, "I know"


    cause Eli's only twenty-four and I've never seen eyes


    further away from childhood than his


    eyes old with a wisdom


    he knows I'd rather not have


    Eli's mother traces a teddy bear onto the inside of my arm


    and says, "not all casualties come home in body bags"


    and I swear


    I'd spend the rest of my life writing nothing


    but the word light at the end of this tunnel


    if I could find the fucking tunnel


    I'd write nothing but white flags


    somebody pray for the soldiers


    somebody pray for what's lost


    somebody pray for the mailbox


    that holds the official letters


    to the mothers,


    --------------fathers,


    --------------------sisters,


    and little brothers


    of Micheal 19... Steven 21... John 33


    how ironic that their deaths sound like bible verses


    the hearse is parked in the halls of the high school


    recruiting black, brown and poor


    while anti-war activists


    outside walter reed army hospital scream


    100, 000 slain


    as an amputee on the third floor


    breathes forget-me-nots onto the window pain


    but how can we forget what we never knew


    our sky is so perfectly blue it's repulsive


    somebody tell me where god lives


    cause if god is truth god doesn't live here


    our lies have seared the sun too hot to live by


    there are ghosts of kids who are still alive


    touting M16s with trembling hands


    while we dream ourselves stars on Survivor


    another missile sets fire to the face in the locket


    of a mother who's son needed money for college


    and she swears she can feel his photograph burn


    how many wars will it take us to learn


    that only the dead return


    the rest remain forever caught between worlds of


    shrapnel shatters body of three year old girl


    to


    welcome to McDonalds can I take your order?


    the mortar of sanity crumbling


    stumbling back home to a home that will never be home again


    Eli doesn't know if he can ever write a poem again


    one third of the homeless men in this country are veterans


    and we have the nerve to Support Our Troops


    with pretty yellow ribbons


    while giving nothing but dirty looks to their outstretched hands


    tell me what land of the free


    sets free its eighteen-year-old kids into greedy war zones


    hones them like missiles


    then returns their bones in the middle of the night


    so no one can see


    each death swept beneath the carpet and hidden like dirt


    each life a promise we never kept


    Jeff Lucey came back from Iraq


    and hung himself in his parents basement with a garden hose


    the night before he died he spent forty five minutes on his
    fathers lap


    rocking like a baby


    rocking like daddy, save me


    and don't think for a minute he too isn't collateral damage


    in the mansions of washington they are watching them burn


    and hoarding the water


    no senators' sons are being sent out to slaughter


    no presidents' daughters are licking ashes from their lips


    or dreaming up ropes to wrap around their necks


    in case they ever make it home alive


    our eyes are closed


    america


    there are souls in


    the boots of the soldiers


    america


    fuck your yellow ribbon


    you wanna support our troops


    bring them home


    and hold them tight when they get here

    The poem can be found here:  http://www.informationclearinghouse.info/article19832.htm

    There's also a video clip of Andrea reading her poem, and a link to more of Andrea Gibson's poems which takes you here:  http://www.andreagibson.org/poems/poems.html

    P.S.:  Many thanks to everyone who extended me birthday wishes.  You quite literally made my day.

April 18, 2008

April 9, 2008

  • Fickle

    All right, so no one loves me any more.  I get it.  I'm out of the loop for a day or two, and everyone forgets I exist.  No one stops by just to say, "Hey, man, are you still alive?  We miss you."  Instead it's "What have you done for me LATELY??"  "Where's the newest action?"  That kinda deal.

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    HomelessVetWorthlessBum

April 2, 2008

  • Overcoming Fear

    EDIT:  At least two of my readers were grossed out by the graphic image of the autopsy, so I've replaced it with a more benign picture.  Please come back!  I want you to read what I've written.

    WARNING: One graphic image below is not for the faint of heart.  Proceed at your own risk.

    I have tons of things to say - all of them eminently wise and life-transforming - but rarely the energy or motivation to type it all out.  Depression is a bitch.  I do better on the phone, but only if we talk about YOU.  I care deeply about YOU, and will talk to you as long as you like.  Don't make me talk about me, though, because I don't have much to say unless you get me to reminiscing about the past.

    For similar reasons, I suppose, it's easier for me to comment on other people's blogs than to compose an entry of my own.  And occasionally I leave a comment that has sufficient universality to make it worth posting here.  That's what I'm doing now.  Here's a slightly edited, and expanded, version of the comment I just left on someone else's Xanga.  Thanks for supplying the motivation, my dear, even if it was inadvertent.    You know who you are.

    **********

    I don't know if you're a believer in Jesus the Christ, but whether you are or not, affirmations of faith and courage do work. 

    I
    once had a terror of heights.  Even a stepladder scared me.  One day
    when I was almost 24 years old I decided that I needed to overcome my
    fear of heights.  I was a devout Christian at the time, and staying with a Christian couple who were even more devout than I was. 

    There was a ladder leaning against the side of the
    farmhouse where I was then living.  I stepped up on the bottom rung and
    quoted from the Bible, "I can do all things through Christ who
    strengthens me."  I took another step up, and repeated, "I can do all
    things through Christ who strengthens me."  Another step up, same
    thing.  Before I knew it, I was about 25 feet above the ground, and not
    nearly as terrified as I would normally have been.

    A year later I was
    hired as a firefighter.  One of my very first training exercises - or
    hazing rituals, I suspect - was to climb up to the top of the 85-foot
    aerial ladder and stay up there while those at the controls down below
    spun me around.  I don't imagine you've ever been suspended in midair
    85 feet above the ground, but it's a pretty heady experience.  I was
    very grateful for that earlier self-imposed exercise in overcoming
    fear, and it has stood me in good stead many times since.

                                        aerial ladder

    **********

    To add to the comment above, I also had a great fear of blood and guts, for want of a more delicate term.  Even of dead animals and rotten fruit and vegetables, if you can imagine that.  For a person who has to run rescue calls for a living, that's not a good phobia to have.  So I tried basically the same desensitization technique (which is used, I might add, with considerable success in the field of behavioral psychology).  Since my fiancee at the time was doing her medical residency, I got one of her friends who was a Pathology resident to let me watch one of his autopsies, as a way of trying to desensitize myself. 

    Remember the intro to the old TV show Quincy, where the students all start passing out as the chief forensic pathologist, played by Jack Klugman, begins to cut open the body?  Well, I felt mighty queasy when my friend Motaz made the first incision, slicing open the deceased woman's trunk from top to bottom.  But after I got over that I was fine, and found the entire process utterly fascinating.  I was mesmerized as Motaz detached and studied each internal organ, then finished by peeling the scalp forward over the face and sawing open the skull to examine the brain.  I peered over his shoulder, smoking and flicking cigarette ashes into the basin where the organs and bodily fluids were collected.  (Yes, I was fairly backslidden by that time, a 2-pack-a-day smoker and I guess not terribly respectful of the dead.  Neither are pathologists.)

                                     autopsy_tools  

    So I survived the autopsy and learned a great deal about the human body.  Unfortunately that experience didn't translate nearly as well to my occupation.  I was still extremely reluctant to deal with patients who were disfigured too badly by their injuries.  Perhaps because I was no longer doing all things through Christ who had formerly strengthened me?

March 8, 2008

  • Debunking propaganda is a full-time job

    INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY - 8 MARCH 2008
    ---
    March 8, 2008
    AlterNet

    Is Islam Really Stuck in the 12th Century on Women's Rights?
    by Joshua Holland

    Before 9/11/01, the media relegated stories about women in Islamic
    societies
    to page B27, below the fold. Ever since 9/12/01, those same stories
    have
    screamed from the front pages in 100-point type. The shift in
    discourse
    coincided with the launch of Bush's global "War on Terror," when
    various
    hawks began using the plight of women in Islam to illustrate the
    supposed
    perfidy of our "enemies," and to justify a series of military
    "interventions" -- invasions -- by Western powers. . . .

    But I've seen no empirical data to suggest that an Islamic majority
    itself
    correlates with the subordination of women better than other
    co-variables
    like economic development, women's ability to serve in government, a
    political culture that values the rule of law or access to higher
    education.
    . . .

    Support for equal rights is robust in all Muslim countries. Large
    majorities
    say it is important in Iran (78%), Azerbaijan (85%), Egypt (90%),
    Indonesia
    (91%), Turkey (91%) and the Palestinian territories (93%). . . .

    Like the promotion of human rights during the Cold War, there is a
    geopolitical goal being served. The United States has been in a state
    of
    permanent war since the 1940s . . .

    We had a seamless transition from World War II to Cold War to Drug War
    to
    War on Terror, and in every instance, the unadulterated evil of our
    opponents has been a consistent theme, as has been our ability to turn
    a
    blind eye to the same offenses when perpetrated by the United States or
    our
    allies.

    And now our existential enemies are the spooky brown people of the
    Muslim
    world, with their frightening and alien habits and supposed tendency
    towards
    "Islamofascism." The problem with that storyline is clear: the
    Western,
    predominantly Christian world has far more economic and political
    influence
    than the "Muslim world" -- much of which escaped the yoke of
    colonialism
    just in the past 50-75 years -- and, more significantly, it has hundreds
    of
    thousands of troops on the soil of several predominantly Muslim
    countries,
    whereas the reverse does not obtain. In other words, the "threat" of
    an
    Islamic takeover of the West is as realistic as the threat of my
    sweet
    grandmother beating the Hell out of Mike Tyson. . . .

    The truth is that universal suffrage came to Iran in 1979, five years
    before
    women in Liechtenstein got the vote. It came to Bahrain in 2002, 12
    years
    after the Swiss Supreme Court ordered the stubborn Canton of
    Appenzell
    Innerrhoden to accept women's suffrage. Portuguese women got the vote
    in
    1976, Swiss women in 1971 -- both in my lifetime -- and in my
    baby-boomer
    mother's lifetime, women in Italy, Belgium and Japan first got the
    franchise. . . .

    And when comparing apples and apples -- among economically developed
    Western
    democracies -- the United States has very little standing to
    criticize
    anyone else about the status of women. We rank 71st in the world in terms
    of
    the proportion of women serving in our legislature, with just 16
    percent.
    That's significantly worse not only than the European countries, it's also
    a
    poorer showing than Sudan, Pakistan, the United Arab Emirates and
    Uzbekistan. . . .

    According to Harvard's Project on Global Working Families, the United
    States
    is one of only five countries out of 168 studied that doesn't mandate
    some
    form of paid maternal leave. The only other advanced economy among
    those
    five was Australia's, where women are guaranteed an entire year of
    unpaid
    leave. That puts the United States -- the wealthiest nation on the planet
    --
    in the company of Lesotho, Papua New Guinea and Swaziland. . .
    .

March 1, 2008

  • Will the Real Terrorists Please Stand Up?

    February 26 2008
    BBC News

    Turkey in radical revision of Islamic
    texts

    By Robert Piggott

    Turkey is preparing to publish a
    document that represents a revolutionary reinterpretation of Islam - and a
    controversial and radical modernisation of the religion.

    The country's powerful Department of Religious Affairs has commissioned a team
    of theologians at Ankara University to carry out a fundamental
    revision of the Hadith, the second most sacred text in Islam after the Koran.

    The Hadith is a collection of thousands of sayings reputed to come from the
    Prophet Muhammad.

    As such, it is the principal guide for Muslims in interpreting the Koran and
    the source of the vast majority of Islamic law, or Sharia.

    But the Turkish state has come to see the Hadith as having an often negative
    influence on a society it is in a hurry to modernise, and believes it
    responsible for obscuring the original values of Islam.

    It says that a significant number of the sayings were never uttered by
    Muhammad, and even some that were need now to be reinterpreted. . .

    **********

    Yeah, so I’ve been slowly working my way through Jeremy
    Scahill’s Blackwater: The Rise of the
    World’s Most Powerful Mercenary Army
    . 
    If you don’t understand the profound dangers of “privatizing” the waging
    of war, contracting it out to mercenaries who are utterly without legal and
    moral accountability, you need to read the book.  But there is an even deeper truth contained
    in the book, which leaps out at me from the pages like a striking cobra.

    First please allow me to digress.  When I was in college back in the late 60’s
    there was another war going on, in Viet Nam.  You may have heard of it.  I didn’t serve in the military; I was, in
    fact, one of those protesters in Washington D.C.

    I was vehemently against the war in Viet
    Nam, just as I now am against the war in Iraq.  And a large part of my rationale was based on
    the expansion of my intellectual and moral horizons which college made
    possible.  Among other things, I had a
    Japanese roommate, and I spent a semester in France
    living with a French family.  It didn’t take
    long to realize that the Japanese and the French, as personified by the people
    I was privileged to meet and live with, were decent human beings, people just
    like me in all essential respects.

    It wasn’t a great leap from there to extrapolate to people
    of other nations and cultures.  I
    reasoned that if the French and the Japanese were essentially like me, then the
    Vietnamese people were probably essentially like me also.  The ordinary people, as opposed to a few
    individuals in power, probably just wanted to live their lives in peace, to
    enjoy life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness free from outside
    interference.  Does that sound vaguely
    familiar?  The obvious corollary of that
    realization was my determination to not let my government define my enemies for
    me, for nefarious purposes of its own, and order me to murder them.

    Reading, of
    course, confirmed that our own war in Viet Nam
    didn’t happen in a vacuum, and we weren’t there for the stated reasons.  Viet Nam
    had been a colony of France
    for a great many years, until the French were finally driven out by the
    Vietnamese, at which point the United States
    moved in.  Ho Chi Minh was an indigenous
    Vietnamese leader with great popular support, who was fighting a war of liberation
    against our puppet government in South Viet Nam.  Not unlike our own Founding Fathers.

    Now let’s go back to Iraq,
    and try a little experiment in “walking in another person’s moccasins”.  Imagine that you’re living here in America,
    minding your own business, just trying to make it from day to day.  Suddenly a stronger nation – let’s say China,
    just for the sake of this little exercise – decides that our leader, George W.
    Bush, is a dictator whom it, China,
    can no longer tolerate.  It doesn’t
    matter whether China
    is right or wrong; China
    has made the unilateral determination, and has decided to act on it.  It’s going to fight a “pre-emptive war”
    against America,
    whom its leaders perceive as being part of the Axis of Evil.  After all, the United
    States has nuclear weapons, which China
    is uncomfortable with, and it also has natural resources which are
    indispensable for China’s
    continued economic growth and “way of life”. 
    Besides, the Americans are fanatical barbarians, clearly inferior to
    those who follow the wiser and more civilized path of Confucianism or Buddhism.

    So China
    sends a massive military force to invade the United
    States and depose our leader George W. Bush,
    the dictator who has executed his own citizens.  (If your imagination fails you here, think
    capital punishment in Texas, the
    Execution Capital of the World, and Governor Bush saying, “There has NEVER been
    an innocent person put to death on my watch!”)

    Most Americans would be extremely unhappy about the Chinese
    invasion, to put it mildly.  They wouldn’t
    agree with China’s
    rationale.  Those of us who most clearly recognize
    that Bush is a fascist war criminal might welcome China’s
    invasion initially (though it’s highly doubtful), provided that Bush/Cheney’s
    removal was quick and no civilians got hurt. 
    But imagine our consternation – our FURY – if thousands of civilians
    were getting killed and maimed by China’s
    “smart bombs”.  Imagine our increased
    fury if, after deposing Bush/Cheney (which was their stated mission), the
    Chinese military stayed and stayed and stayed, for years and years, patrolling
    our streets with tanks and soldiers armed to the teeth under the guise of
    maintaining “order”.  Installing a puppet
    government with whom it negotiated unconscionable access to our national
    resources, while pretending that we weren’t yet “ready” to conduct our own
    elections.  Building vast military installations
    which gave every indication of being permanent. 

    Would we become “insurgents”?  Would we fight both against the Chinese and
    among ourselves?  Does a bear defecate in
    the forest?  You bet your sweet ass we
    would!

    What I see reflected in Jeremy Scahill’s book is what has
    been termed “American exceptionalism” – the profoundly, fatally arrogant
    assumption that America somehow has the moral right to meddle in the affairs of
    other people and nations, to unilaterally determine whether their leaders are “legitimate”
    or not and whether or not they are capable of self-government, to take what it “needs”
    in order to protect its “interests”  irrespective
    of the cost in human suffering to others. 
    Dress it up in whatever language you want, it’s nothing more than the
    old, savage principle that “might makes right”.

    Bluntly stated, there is no such thing as a monolithic group
    of “Islamofascists”, or an Axis of Evil as defined by the United
    States. 
    There are only human beings of all colors and languages and cultures,
    engaged in the pursuit of happiness just as we are.  Imperfect human beings who are nevertheless
    entitled to self-determination and respect just as much as we are.

    The truth is that Iraqis, and most of the rest of the world,
    do not hate ordinary Americans, and they do not hate freedom.  They love freedom just as much as we do.  They embrace, in fact, the ideals embodied in
    our own Constitution and Declaration of Independence.  What they hate is a government that blatantly
    disregards its own stated principles whenever it feels like doing so.  And we too should hate such a government,
    with a pure and revolutionary passion.